Let The Real Light Shine
Posted Dec 18, 2009. Filed under Life, School, Personal, Changes, Happiness, Online, Feelings. 26 comments.
Hey, there! Long time no blog, yes, I know. I’ve decided to blog today since now it has been two months since I lost blogged; I just felt like doing that to make it look like some sort of record. xD These past two months, I’ve been very, very busy and I was close to losing it a while ago considering an incident that happened whilst I was in the midst of all this school shit. Let me get right to it since I’m sure most of you want to know the ‘other side’ of me that existed sometime ago rather than the other stuff that has been happening in my hectic life. Apparently my twitter was “hacked” by my friend who happens to be my other friend’s cousin. We had this group project for my GCSE exam and I volunteered to make this little sleepover of mine along with my two friends and herself (her name is Renee). They all had access to my computer but mostly Renee was the one who was in charge of the internet stuff. The others were in charge of like, getting information and images and such. So yes, my computer was basically ‘hers’ whilst I had this sleepover which lasted for three days.
To cut the story short, I had found out that she went on my twitter, found out about my site and basically all of my online friends and she even posted nasty tweets on my twitter account. How did she dare do this to me when all I did was being kind. And she isn’t even from my country; she’s foreign. She is actually from Germany since one of my friends is half-German. Whilst I was so busy with my school life and work, I didn’t even have a chance on going on the computer. And it was thanks to Georgina’s warning e-mail she sent me saying she couldn’t believe what I did to her, which to me was all too confusing since I didn’t even know at first what the hell she was on about. All I ever used my computer for was to check my e-mail and it was late at night, so I was too tired to go on any other sites. Renee even took the time on going on my site and even Georgina’s and possibly twitter during school period and doing her nasty deeds. What a fucking cunt. As I went on twitter later on in the days I found a lot of hate tweets about me and I was really hurt because a lot of the people I knew online actually thought I was the one without thinking it like, at least twice before resulting to the fact that it was me or not. That was the bit that really made me actually shed tears. I even had the live-in at school (which turned out to be a real disaster during the second day of it; it got cancelled; another long story). So I really didn’t go on the computer for a long time during those days as they had been very, very busy days. Of course, I’m not going to mention names so I’ll leave it at that. Though there are also the people who debated whether it was really me or just some freak who used my computer/the school’s computer. But I guess what has happened happened now. So we’ll leave that in the past and move on ahead.
On the other hand, today was the last day of school! 
It was till 1 PM and we had this concert and party. It was even a casual clothes day. I had so much fun. The play was of Scrooge. Who’d have known NameCheap gave me some extra general knowledge! xD I sang in the choir in the end, singing a Christmas song. 
I wasn’t going at first, but my friend payed for me since the teacher was like ‘you had to get the money today’ and there wasn’t really any other choice so I was like oh let me just go and now I’m glad I went. xP Anyways, I guess I’ll stop here. This was quite a long blog, I think. I hope I have made myself clear on the incident that has happened. On another positive note, I would like to thank everyone who has helped me pass through quite some hard times and I want you all to enjoy your Christmas holidays and have a magnificent Christmas along with a happy new year (if I don’t blog once more till then). ;)
26 Comments
On Dec 19, 2009 Michelle said:
Hey Dia!
Great to see you back (and welcome to the blue plushie, too :P)
Yeah, that was a really low blow of that girl to do that. Did you ever confront her? I kinda realized it was not you, as c’mon, why would you randomly swear us for no good reason? So yeah, am sorry about that
and hope everyone knows it was not you. Though, it is quite sad to think people actually thought it was really you and doubted that it could have been a hacker—but you know what people are like ha ha ha
Do enjoy your holiday and may you have a great vreak from all that hectic school stuff!
Chat soon
x x x
M
On Dec 20, 2009 Ellen said:
Did you already check his portfolio? ^^ It’s up since last week or so =)
Even though you said “long story, not going to mention it” I do want to hear it xD It’s always great to hear your adventures/stories! They’re interesting and funny, they always make my day ^_^
It is quite sad that a lot of persons didn’t even think of the possibility that it wasn’t you =( I guess that sort of shows that in the online world, friendship can mean something completely different … =(
You in a choir? AWESOME =D I’m sure that if that got recorded, it’d be Platinum by now ^-^
Enjoy your holidays, love =)
On Dec 21, 2009 Gillian said:
Yeah we definitely have a social here, except we don’t call it a social we just call it “graduation” haha. There’s this huge party and all. I don’t know who I’m going with either. I think I’ll end up going by myself. xD Ah well.
Aweh thanks! And yeah, Daniel looks like a sexy hero all the time. xD No surprise there.
Naw, we were both in biology class, and we were really bored. So I went on facebook, on my blackberry, and my friend has her profile picture set to that guy from Vampire Diaries doing that pose. xD So I asked Daniel to imitate it, and he actually did LMAO. I guess that’s what boredom does to you.
OMG that sucks so much that your twitter got hacked. Ugh, it’s funny how, you never know who to trust anymore.
What a bitch. That’s all I have to say. Just what a bitch. You were just trying to be polite and she did all that shit to you. Wow, people need to learn how to get a life, and stop ruining other people’s lives by hacking into their personal accounts. Sheesh.
I heard about the whole drama with Georgina, and I was shocked cause I couldn’t believe that you would say those rude things.
Your just too nice! But then, Georgina posted another blog as soon as she found out what the truth was, and it made so much more sense.
Don’t worry, karma will make that person pay.
You should just move on with your life, cause it’s not worth wasting your time on that topic anymore. It’s not like the person who did it is going to apologize, cause they seem too bitchy for that. 
WOO it’s the Christmas holidays for me as well.
That’s so cute that you sang in the choir. I bet you’re really good. 
I hope you have a great Christmas and a joyful new year too. :3
On Dec 22, 2009 Gillian said:
Nah I really doubt I will. Cause there’s no one that I’m particularly interested in going with, besides Daniel. And I’m almost positive, that by the time graduation comes, Daniel will either have a girlfriend orrr he’ll have 1000 girls begging him to be their date. Plus, I’m not going to beg him (cause that’s too desperate and pathetic), or be his girlfriend anytime soon (because he’s way out of my league).. so that’s why it’ll never happen. xD
I hope we get closer than we already are hehee.
Mhm the guy was Vampire Diaries is super hot fo’sho.
Well then I guess you’ve learned not to leave it logged in again?
Let’s hope you’ve learned that haha.
Yeah seriously, just fuck her. She’s not worth your time. She sounds really immature and selfish.
You’re very welcome.
Both of your blogs made a lot of sense, so it was good that the whole situation got sorted out.
Woo I’m always glad to serve as inspiration haha.
Best of luck getting your homework done. Thankfully I don’t have to worry about homework for a whole two weeks because of Christmas break woo! Sorry to hear that you have an infection. D: I hope you feel better soon.
You’re welcome, and thanks again!
On Dec 22, 2009 Gillian said:
Not really. I’m just close friends with those guys, and I can’t see myself dating them. So yeah. I should just except the fact that I’ll be going alone to graduation now. Unless by some chance, Ryan breaks up with his gf by graduation, and we go as friends. Who knows.
Yeah you’re right. It’s never a good thing to get too hooked a guy.. cause that never leads to anything good. Always jealousy and bitchiness. xD I think I’m happy enough just being DK’s friend.
HAHA thanks, glad you liked my blog emoticons!
Lmfao well that’s another of learning your lesson. Just don’t let anyone else in the house. xD Or near your computer for that matter.
Aweh I’m glad that I found a great friend like you as well.
I really hope to meet some of my closest online friends in person someday. That’d be hella cool. We should pick a country to meet up in. xD
Thank goodness for the social networking sites, so we can still keep in touch.
AWW, I don’t think I’m much of an inspiration at all. But that’s really sweet. Thankyou. :3 I can try to teach you hehe. But there’s not much to teach cause I SWEAR all I did was open up Photoshop and start experimenting with random things. xD
You’re welcome! And YUS I have absolutely no homework. It’s amazing. I guess the insane stress I went through during my last week before the holidays has finally paid off. And I’m not in my last year of high-school, I’m in my second last. ;)
On Dec 22, 2009 Michelle said:
Name the darn plushie already :p
x x x
On Dec 23, 2009 Gillian said:
Hmm well there’s Josh Panties. (LOL).. and my ex bf Brian.. but I don’t think I would go with him.
Plus Josh Panties may find another person to go with pretty soon.
I don’t think I’m going to ask anyone to go with me. I’ll leave it up to them to ask me.
Kinda weird if a girl asks a guy.
You’re lucky that your computer is organized and neat. I think mine is the complete opposite. I have files all over the place lmao.
LMAO England sounds good to me. We should plan this out for real. xD It would be awesome!
I’d love to show you how sometime haha. Although I really don’t think that the piece of typography I created was any good.
Omg that really sucks that you have so much homework to do.
I hope you can get it all done and then find some time to just relax. You deserve a good break! OMG I have a bio test right after the holidays as well, thanks for reminding me.
And of course I have exams this year. PSH, I wish I didn’t. I have to start studying for them later on though. I still have about 4 weeks left of this semester once school starts again.
On Dec 23, 2009 Rachel said:
Thank you!
Yeah some people online are just ridiculously stupid when it comes to the whole stealing thing. Just dumb. -_-
Wow, it has been two months since you last blogged? And I thought my three weeks was bad! D: Though I think I did go one or two months without blogging over the summer around the start of school this year.
Oh right, I heard about that misunderstanding with the mean comments on Georgina’s site and all. I’m sorry to hear what happened. =/ I can’t believe your friend’s cousin would do something like that! What could have possibly made her think it was not wrong? O.O
I hope your holidays are excellent.
Merry Christmas and happy New Year! <3
On Dec 24, 2009 Georgina said:
Haha I remember toooo~ It wasn’t too long ago but yes, GOOD DAYS.
I will eventually I guess! A bit too lazy to take pictures of the lizard at the moment. LULZ.
Aww, thanks!
Pendrives are the USBs, but the NAME of the USB doesn’t come up as “Georgina” as I want it to! THANKFULLY I have fixed the problem. I had to do a lot of bloody virus scans with different programs and format the USBs too. D;
But yes, it discovered some fatass trojans.
LOL. That might be good but my brother was being a real loser today. -_- Very mean today. Moody teenage boys, pfff.
Aww that’s a shame! And like you told me, you don’t have such a long break either. Sucks.
Well, you don’t need an excuse to be hyper—you’re DIA!
LMAOS.
Sorry it took me so long to get to your comment. Gillian said I’m a superwoman but I beg to differ. 8D
RENEE. You rage me so much, RENEE YOU WHORE. YUS that’s right biarch; back at you after you called me one. -_-
Anyway, I’m glad that’s over and behind us now! Hopefully no other douche tries to do this. U_U
I’m glad you are back though. She did something really terrible that made people turn on you. I’m sorry you cried. *hugs* But I know everyone realises your mistake. On my part, I had informed everyone about the badass problem and that I kept your hosting because of this big mistake. In that, I think everyone saw that it was all wrong. And I hope everyone’s found a friend in you again, because friends accept what’s gone wrong and are with you all the way.
SCROOGE! AHARHARHA. Jorja had to be a Scrooge once! NameCheap contests have given me a bit more general knowledge though, YOU GO NC!
I’m sure your singing was great!
Hope to hear from you soon! MERRY CHRISTMAS!
On Dec 24, 2009 Michelle said:
Heeey, isn’t Pingu the name of a cartoon penguin?? “Pingu, Ping!!” ha ha, I remember seeing it! Kute!!
Have a wonderful xmas btw
x x x
On Dec 25, 2009 Ellen said:
Merry Christmas!!!
http://i292.photobucket.com/albums/mm30/enchantedmys/xmas09.png
(am btw, still waiting for the picture of that plushie XD)
Waha, awesome point to say “if I/you remember it”!! We have horrible long-term memories xD (will wait for you on msn, one day we’ll meet again xD)
Good idea not to tell names though, I dun mind ;)
Nah, you beat BoA ;)
On Dec 26, 2009 Monica said:
We all live hectic lives
Long time no talk.
Oh well, I’m glad you had some times on your hands to blog
Would you still call Renee your friend? D: What I do is clear my history so people don’t discover my online life. If you plan to have more sleepovers you should do that too D:
I hide my blog from my mother. Because I say things I’m not supposed to
Anyways. My Twitter was only ever ‘hacked’ once. I was sleeping over someone’s house and I never logged out of Tweetdeck or Twitterfox or whatever I was using then. Turns out, my older brother had been saying FML and I didn’t even notice. He told me that the Tweetdeck/Twitterfox notifications were so annoying
Anyways, if I were you I would’ve beaten Renee up—whooped her ass, put a dynamite in her body and blow it up! Then I would’ve buried her and pissed on her grave. No—I’m only kidding. I would’ve just told her off or hacked into her social networks and stuff.
She doesn’t even know how much trouble she has caused! I’m sorry
Don’t cry. Be happy 
Merry Belated Christmas!
On Dec 28, 2009 Georgina said:
Dia girlie! How ya doing?
Hopefully still good and still a spamming queen like you were on MSN!
Don’t worry about comments. I was feeling lazy yesterday too, and you remember that.
I’m actually comment racing with Rachel—it really motivates me. You could try timing yourself or something haha.
But then again you are on break so definitely—you should be having a break and not feeling pressured to return comments.
Thanks! I’m glad you love them! It’s always good to dabble in new graphic styles and whatnot.
OMG. I have those mini figurines and toys too, all over my bookshelf. When I clean I just dust, and place the toys neatly back. They’re too cute to part with.
You also hear about people throwing away things and realising they need them.
But that’s not happened to me. The only time I’ve probably removed stuff from my room is when clothes have gotten too small, or, when school finishes. I remember after high school I cleaned out everything!
We’re weird alright.
Thank you! I think my friend gave me the box for a gift actually.
And that’s my bed. 
I hope you talk to you soon!
On Dec 28, 2009 Rachel said:
Mine wasn’t the greatest, but that’s okay. It doesn’t really matter to me. This year Christmas just felt like a normal day (I don’t celebrate it after all, though often Christmas does have a really special atmosphere about it).
Oh you should make a DailyBooth! It’s pretty addicting.
Ahaha wow, I just stopped to check DailyBooth. -_- YES. YOU SHOULD GET ONE.
Okay moving on.
Ughhh it really sucks sharing internet with a family. =/ I’m impressed that you managed to set up the network yourself though! I have tried that but it doesn’t work for me for some reason. We have a network that my dad made, but it’s like x_x. Not that great. No clue why.
Hahaha, you do sound a bit like a mom there. xD It’s alright though!
I hope so too! D: Yeah they’re both really expensive schools but both of them give good financial aid, so it should be alright if I get in. I hope I dooooooo.
Heh, I’ve never watched Gossip Girl.
Yeah I know what you mean. Sometimes I get in those phases too where I just don’t feel like working on my site. It kind of sucks. xD
You’re welcome.
On Dec 28, 2009 Gillian said:
I shall start saving up for that flight now. LOL. Hopefully I’ll have enough by the time I’m 20.
Yeah it’s cool to see that we have some similar stuff happening in our lives even though we live so far apart.
Nah, I broke up with Brian a while ago, and I just don’t want to even try going back down that route. HE’S OLD NEWS. Lmao.
Yeah I’ll be backing up my entire Wordpress so hopefully that means it will save my blogs and shizz. If not, then I guess I’ll have to start over, UGH. I’d be so mad. But I’ve been through it before, so hopefully I can handle it again.
Georgina offered to host me *excited* so I bet she’s extremely reliable eh?
Yeah I know. Nothing new there. I’ve been through countless disgusting experiences in my life.
LOLOL you said my whole name. *feels special* But yeah I couldn’t believe the whole condo deal, I don’t think I’ve gotten myself to believe it yet.. xD
Yeah the name tag was custom made by Coach.
My mom got it done. Sweet thangggg. LOL.
On Dec 29, 2009 Georgina said:
That’s good! Me? Lazy today, but you said I could, right?
I really enjoy returning comments when I’m in the mood, but sometimes I’m not just haha.
But when I am I really do enjoy it.
It does motivate you, seriously. Perhaps you should race against the clock and see how many you can do or something!
Dabble indeed! Dabble into new graphics and new things. Experience is good!
It seems a bit cold to throw them out. I know I threw away some old Christmas cards from when I was five—I don’t even remember those people anymore. :X
LOL some people throw out some furniture and then realise later on that they need it. It’s kinda funny.
YES! WE ARE WEIRD!
OH LMAOS. Well, the box was still a gift after all. But yes the colours are nice.
LOL WICKED TYPO INDEED DIA. HOW FAIL WAS THAT? Georgina with a typo? WICKED. LMAOS.
Yes, I hope TO talk TO you~ yo.
OMGZ. Sure. Need a host? There’s me if you want to host your domain.
Shoot me an email if you can’t catch me. 
On Dec 30, 2009 clairessa said:
wow, thats incredibly sad that she felt the need to do something like that and thought it was ok. im a bit speechless. thats kind of sick. at least you found out :/ were you able to take control of your twitter again?
On Dec 30, 2009 Justin said:
sheesh… what a great way to start the holidays. that bitch is getting a lump of coal!!! bwahaha
On Dec 31, 2009 Rachel said:
Oh you should! Icons are fun to make, even if I’m bad at them.
Yeah different jeans are definitely for different people.
In terms of the styles I mean. Lmao wow I sound like an idiot don’t I? xD
I don’t celebrate Christmas becuase I am Jewish.
Haha that’s pretty much what DailyBooth is for! xD Most people just post a photo of them every day… in different poses, holding stuff, etc.
Yeah my connection is really slow right now. Our network never worked correctly even before that though.
You’re welcome.
Hahaha I hope so! Thanks. ^.^
Lol I didn’t even know there were Gossip Girl books. Is the series based on the books?
Thanks! You too.
Happy early New Year!
On Dec 31, 2009 Jorja said:
Glad you’re back from the brink Diamond.
Good to hear from you!
Fuck Renee. What a cunt. I think it’s unbelievable what some people will do to you. You were just being kind. I guess it kind of creeped me out because you care a lot about your site and then you were being “rude” to Georgina and she’s your host so you were basically asking for your site to be deleted (or Renee was, bitch).
I was pissed off on Twitter because she kept on telling people to fuck themselves and although I kind of knew deep down it wasn’t you, you know—people retaliate. *sighs*
But at least that shit is over and you’re back.
SCROOGE! I once played Scrooge. I was rubbish at it haha.
Aw hope you had a Merry Christmas too! And have a Happy New Year!
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I like to have one shade on my nails rather then use lots of colours but if you use contrasting colours like blue and orange, that can look good!
Haha yeah, Boots and Claires are great.
Claires does stuff like stationery too which is awesome ‘cuz it’s really cheap. And Boots has the hair things, but they’re pretty expensive. =.=
Yeah but eBay houses loads of fakes. My sister got a fake iPod off there once, I’m pretty sure I told you that before but oh well. xD
I’d love contact lenses, I wear glasses too aha but I can’t get contacts because I have a stigmitism (one eye is shaped like a rugby ball and the other is a bit off shape). So yeah, talk about crap eh.
Take care! xx
On Jan 4, 2010 Ellen said:
Yup Yup!!! Hello Kitty! =D =D So cute
I hope you and school have solved the pile of homework issues now … (because I really wanna see that pengu!!!!!! XDDDD) Nah, tyt, good luck with school =)
Happy New Year
… and I’m sorry for what happened (cf Twitter) =( *hug*
On Jan 5, 2010 Gillian said:
Yeah Ryan knows about site. I’m not sure if he was the guy you were referring to in your comment, cause you could have been talking about Daniel.. who doesn’t know about my site (thank gawd) LOL.
Omg I know what you mean. Thankfully, the Wordpress backup that I made worked perfectly. It was frikin’ awesome, and I was so relieved and happy that the host change went smoothly. It ended up that I didn’t lose anything, I still have all my posts, comments and all.
YAY.
Don’t you worry, there are a lot of random things that I love to say as well.
Weird people are cool.
Yes Coach is a brand.
I don’t know if it’s a Canadian brand, because it’s usually known worldwide. D: Have you really not heard of it?
LOLOL I remember we were chatting on MSN while you were returning my comment. And now I’m about to reopen my site, as soon as I finish returning these 15 comments or so.. (yes I let them pile up again because I fail). So, hope to hear from ya soon!
BYE I LUH YOU.
On Jan 6, 2010 Tiffany said:
I’m glad you found out about that Renee person!
I can’t imagine why anyone would want to stab you in the back like that! But I’m glad you got your story straight.
Have a happy holiday and new year!
On Jan 26, 2010 Georgina said:
Hey Diamond.
Thanks for dropping by. 
I’m going alright I guess—today I’m off to work which isn’t so flash, but eh. 
Oh I’ll definitely let everyone know you’re busy! I saw your tweet a few days ago too. I totally understand.
Ahaha, yeah. This person caused some drama too, like Renee. :|
Take care!
On Aug 5, 2010 Isi said:
What a low life! Did you confront her about it? Seriously, people need to grow up these days. She had no right doing that to you.
Thanks.
I feel soo lucky right now.
On Aug 5, 2010 Isi said:
What a low life! Did you confront her about it? Seriously, people need to grow up these days. She had no right doing that to you.
Thanks.
I feel soo lucky right now. 
Zac Efron is fantastic. Can’t help but love him.
Thanks.
She won’t get to me, no matter what she says. I’ll just insult her some more. I love a good fight. 
Have a good lunch.
Seriously?? I hate host like that. I know they have their own offline things to do but seriously they need to realize they have a responsibility online.
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