Wish I Could Turn Back The Page
Posted Oct 18, 2009. Filed under Site, Life, School, Personal, Changes, Happiness, Online, Feelings. 18 comments.
I haven’t blogged in SUCH a long time and I have to say, I’m really disappointed with myself. I haven’t even returned comments in such a long time (like, days!) and I’ve only returned one just a few moments ago. There has been a lot going on and I have to say I am happy with it but mostly I’m not; I only went out yesterday since I started school like three weeks ago or so. I had so much fun yesterday, now I feel so much better! Everyone deserves a break once in a while! ![]()
Today is the school fair and, obviously, I’m not going. I haven’t in quite a while. I was supposed to go last year since I was part of this environment organisation and I was president at the time and we had to sell stuff and all… and I didn’t go BUT I couldn’t on that day, heh. This year’s just plain “I don’t wanna!”
I have been getting so much homework these last few days; it’s utterly unbelievable. I finished quite an amount of homework yesterday; and I have quite a lot to do today, too. Though I’ll finish it up in a giffy. I think I’m going out with my parents today, which is a good thing. We haven’t in a while and I think my parents deserve it for themselves.
There have been so many deaths going on this year; moreover in the past few months!
Now Stephen Gately from Boyzone has left us, too. Who’s next?
It’s really frustrating to know that there are so many people dying out there all of a sudden. It’s just so disorienting, you know?
Well, I haven’t returned all the comments from my last blog so I’ll get to them soon because I’ve recently got a feeling of blogging, commenting and updating again!
My site deserve it. So do my commentors; they do need that comment to be returned! ;) I’ll sadden myself if I don’t give comments back, lol. How sad, eh?
Some people just really don’t give a fuck. :| So on a note like this I end this blog; Be grateful of what you have. You never know what will happen so it’s good that you always do it the proper way! ![]()

18 Comments
On Oct 18, 2009 Tia said:
Hey there hunny!
What’s going on? Ah, not much here. I got some good news to tell you, I’ve opened up on the 15th. So come check it out. =)
Ain’t the truth? lol! Of what you said down on that header bar. Of course it’s not about me or you, but I think that goes out to the false prophets. hint/hint. lol! I like of what you all said in your new update. I hope that you update again, to make that up. =P
ttyl.
On Oct 18, 2009 Monica said:
I don’t think it’s been that long since you’ve blogged. But I can’t remember the last time I left you a comment DX
Ngaw D: You sound so tired. Try to rest if you can. Good luck with your huge work load. Speaking of work, I have to get ready for school tomorrow. Ergh.
I don’t know that Stephen Gately guy but I know what you mean by deaths. My second great uncle (I think that’s his title XD) died. I feel guilty because I didn’t get to befriend him before his unfortunate death. 2009 = dying year.
So, I’m sorry for not commenting in a while D:
On Oct 19, 2009 Priya said:
Haha, thank you! I’ve been wanting to learn how to code WordPress themes for a long time now! Resulting with the change.
WordPress does seem very difficult at first, but once you get it down, you feel like it’s the best blogging/CMS system ever. 
Oh, really? Haha, thanks! Wish you a happy Diwali too, though I guess you don’t celebrate it. LOL, it’s such a fun festival.
Oho, yeah!!
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I didn’t blog in a long time, too. Since it was the weekend, there was enough time for me!
But, as long as you return comments, it’s good. 
Well, we don’t have school fairs here…rather like annual days?
But, Annual Days are enjoyable, here.
I understand; homework has been getting out of my hands lately! But since another week has started, I shouldn’t expect little homework. Homework doesn’t seem to be much of a problem to me; I always find time for everything! 
Yeah…ever since MJ died, it’s been like that!
Well, I’m glad you’re back into the blogging world again, like me! LOL.
On Oct 20, 2009 Ashley said:
I feel ya! I haven’t blogged in ages either, but we’re all in the same boat so don’t worry! My goal is to blog sometime this week! I know what to blog about, it’s just taking the time to post pictures up (yes pictures!) and type it all out…my schedule is like whoa lately.
Why haven’t you gone to the school fair? Sounds like it could be fun! Any particular reason?
It seems like there have been a lot of deaths recently, which is sad. =( Especially celebrity deaths…not cool!
On Oct 20, 2009 Priya said:
Yeah…you may find helpful tutorials with the links at the beginning of my blog! A lot of tutorials might confuse you; you know, people explain things differently!
Oh, that’s nice of you! Thank you, again.
Fireworks are really the most awesome thing during Diwali! 
Ohh! That’s okay; you need a break!
Yeah, it is annoying! Well, everyday seems like a timetable…I do the same set of things everyday, at the same fixed time, :/
Yeah, I hope you do, too! Because, if comments begin to pile up, you’d find it hard to return every one of them!
On Oct 21, 2009 Cozza said:
awww, you shouldn’t feel bad for not blogging or returning comments as frequently as used to. i mean look at me, i barely ever do haha. i’m a bad site owner.
naw, sucks that you’re missing out on the carnival. but hey if you don’t want to go then you can’t help that. a lot of school festivals are bound to fail anyway.
yeah it’s good to be back
and i’m happy that your teachers are awesome xD
aw thanks, that really means a lot. i’m kind of obsessed with my fanlisting collective at the moment n___n !
On Oct 22, 2009 Liz said:
aah dont worry you’re not alone
the fair was here not long ago. I went to a concert so it was cool^^
On Oct 23, 2009 Pauline said:
HEY.
Long-time huh? I’ve missed getting comments from you hun, but I know how stressful it can be. I’ve had tons of homework; I’ve still got like 19 to do. It’s a good thing it’s the holidays for me haha. ;)
I never go to school fairs, I don’t see the point and I’m lazy so ya’no aha.
Glad to have you back!x
On Oct 24, 2009 Gel said:
2009 has been such a tragic year for all of us. Numerous deaths have happened this year and in our country, a lot of calamities have happened which also caused the lives of innocent people. Hopefully 2010’s gonna be a better year for all of us. Le sigh.
On Oct 28, 2009 Gillian said:
DIAMOND! Omg I’ve missed you. Yeah school is taking over all of our lives. It’s quite sad.
I’m doing pretty well thanks, besides being stressed out haha, how about you?
Glad you enjoyed the blog.
Yeah the spiders thing is DEFINITELY one of the weirdest / creepiest things I’ve ever heard of.
Thanks! I hope I can keep my biology mark up haha.
Aweh I don’t think you should be disappointed in yourself for not blogging and such because everyone does deserve a bit of a break once in a while. We ain’t machines.
Hope you get the chance to finish all that homework! I hate when it all piles up. D:
Omg talk about people dying. D: It’s really scary, cause it’s true. There have definitely been a lot of deaths lately, and a lot of them are because of the swine flu epidemic as well.
Hope you have a nice day too!
On Oct 30, 2009 Priya said:
Hey Diamond! What’s happened? I haven’t seen you for a while! Homework? Again? Noooo….
I hope you’ll be back soon! I can’t wait to talk to you!
On Oct 31, 2009 Ellen said:
Re from PS: you lazy? Naaah that must be in another reality ;)
Re from EM: yes yes I know … but twitter is amazing, now I can read Ayu’s blogs every day o_o and please do the tag ;) see it as a new blog but then easier xD
Uhmm *hmm* sto bene anche ? xDD I rlly need to start studying -_-
uni’s quite harsh, my new schedule is da hell -o- how’s school for u? =o
On Oct 31, 2009 Priya said:
Oh no—it cut off my comment!
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Oh, THANK YOU SO MUCH DIA BEAR! It’s okay, I still appreciate your wishes very much!
Yeah, I can understand!
I hope you’ll be able to finish off those exams soon—I missed you!
Exams are approaching me as well…but they’ll be gone in about 10 days.
Well, work hard and I’m sure you’ll be able to get high marks, then! 
Yeah, thank you! *HUGS* *HUGS*
Cheer up! 
Oh, Dia—I told you! It’s totally okay! I can understand—I can feel your misery! (LOL) We all go through such hectic times, so you just have to conclude that you’ll be back again online when your exams are over!
Aw, thanks, again, Dia bear!
Haha, I’d prefer a laptop though—they’re portable and easy to handle, hehe! ;)
Miss you, Dia! :[
On Oct 31, 2009 Pauline said:
http://i598.photobucket.com/albums/tt69/PromiseCoNr/halloween.png HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
On Oct 31, 2009 Georgina said:
You shouldn’t feel bad about having a break at all. You should also not feel bad about not returning comments. We all have a life outside of the box.
I would love to go to a school fair or something but lately I haven’t had the time. But I guess it’s your decision not to go!
It’s sad when people die; a lot of people have died this year.
You have to learn to love what you have.
Thank you! Well, you know, if you’re “perfect” you can never improve. There is always room for improvement.
Thank you, again.
There’s just been a lot of work going on as I assume you have a lot of stuff happening too!
Well, you can still think about it in the meantime or put it off. I wasn’t sure about anything until a few months before uni actually started anyway. My degree is in communications (in the field of information/media). It branches off into many things—web design, advertising, marketing, web analysis, database management, graphics design… it seriously is unlimited.
I guess so. I just haven’t played piano in a while so I have to practice pretty hard to catch up again.
I love The Notebook; it’s one of my favourite movies.
Thank you! My weekend’s nearly over nearly; I am pretty much swamped with work. U_U
On Dec 11, 2009 Pauline said:
Glad your back affie!
Long time eh?
I’m following you on twitter now.
OMG you’ve read Vampire Dairies! Thats an awesome book and the author is L. J. Smith right? I think so, but anyway, she’s a really really really good author, one of my favourties actually. !
On Dec 16, 2009 Dayze said:
Congrats on winning a domain from Namecheap! I bet you’re super excited now that you have a domain
Thanks ;) I had a hard time choosing over thousands of colour shades and I’m glad it turned out somewhat I expected heh.
Eek I totally understand about the homework thing, though I personally think that it’s even more hectic when you’re in uni
It’s really sad that Stephen Gately passed away. He was a good singer in Boyzone
On Dec 16, 2009 Pauline said:
YEP. Leona is awesome.
My twitter username is PablobobChan.
Yep, I’ve read night world. It’s awesome!
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