To cut the story short, I had found out that she went on my twitter, found out about my site and basically all of my online friends and she even posted nasty tweets on my twitter account. How did she dare do this to me when all I did was being kind. And she isn’t even from my country; she’s foreign. She is actually from Germany since one of my friends is half-German. Whilst I was so busy with my school life and work, I didn’t even have a chance on going on the computer. And it was thanks to Georgina’s warning e-mail she sent me saying she couldn’t believe what I did to her, which to me was all too confusing since I didn’t even know at first what the hell she was on about. All I ever used my computer for was to check my e-mail and it was late at night, so I was too tired to go on any other sites. Renee even took the time on going on my site and even Georgina’s and possibly twitter during school period and doing her nasty deeds. What a fucking cunt. As I went on twitter later on in the days I found a lot of hate tweets about me and I was really hurt because a lot of the people I knew online actually thought I was the one without thinking it like, at least twice before resulting to the fact that it was me or not. That was the bit that really made me actually shed tears. I even had the live-in at school (which turned out to be a real disaster during the second day of it; it got cancelled; another long story). So I really didn’t go on the computer for a long time during those days as they had been very, very busy days. Of course, I’m not going to mention names so I’ll leave it at that. Though there are also the people who debated whether it was really me or just some freak who used my computer/the school’s computer. But I guess what has happened happened now. So we’ll leave that in the past and move on ahead.

On the other hand, today was the last day of school! It was till 1 PM and we had this concert and party. It was even a casual clothes day. I had so much fun. The play was of Scrooge. Who’d have known NameCheap gave me some extra general knowledge! xD I sang in the choir in the end, singing a Christmas song. I wasn’t going at first, but my friend payed for me since the teacher was like ‘you had to get the money today’ and there wasn’t really any other choice so I was like oh let me just go and now I’m glad I went. xP Anyways, I guess I’ll stop here. This was quite a long blog, I think. I hope I have made myself clear on the incident that has happened. On another positive note, I would like to thank everyone who has helped me pass through quite some hard times and I want you all to enjoy your Christmas holidays and have a magnificent Christmas along with a happy new year (if I don’t blog once more till then). ;)

Today is the school fair and, obviously, I’m not going. I haven’t in quite a while. I was supposed to go last year since I was part of this environment organisation and I was president at the time and we had to sell stuff and all… and I didn’t go BUT I couldn’t on that day, heh. This year’s just plain “I don’t wanna!” I have been getting so much homework these last few days; it’s utterly unbelievable. I finished quite an amount of homework yesterday; and I have quite a lot to do today, too. Though I’ll finish it up in a giffy. I think I’m going out with my parents today, which is a good thing. We haven’t in a while and I think my parents deserve it for themselves.

There have been so many deaths going on this year; moreover in the past few months! Now Stephen Gately from Boyzone has left us, too. Who’s next? It’s really frustrating to know that there are so many people dying out there all of a sudden. It’s just so disorienting, you know?

Well, I haven’t returned all the comments from my last blog so I’ll get to them soon because I’ve recently got a feeling of blogging, commenting and updating again! My site deserve it. So do my commentors; they do need that comment to be returned! ;) I’ll sadden myself if I don’t give comments back, lol. How sad, eh? Some people just really don’t give a fuck. :| So on a note like this I end this blog; Be grateful of what you have. You never know what will happen so it’s good that you always do it the proper way!

Alright, so, I thought I’d do a blog on the first week of my 11^th grade experience. Might as well haha. So, last Monday, as I went in I was quite nervous, though till registration and all that it was ok. After I went to a couple of classes and all (there are teachers who, thank God, stayed) and once I had lessons with the new teachers…. I was somewhat O_O. The maths teacher… she is oh my fucking fuck. She’s SO short, probably in her late 40s-early 50s and she is SO strict. I think she’s a foreigner too even though her last name is local… Well she somewhat has two last names so the last one is from here, heh. Not sure on the first one. The English one happened to be English lol. Or British, whatever! He’s somewhat cute and he’s probably in his middle 20s or early 30s. Lmao, weird right? So yeah, he’s SO funny in class. He always seems to fool around and we all enjoy it and laugh and all. We’re doing animal farm and he always imitates them and stuff so it’s all cool! At least one teacher I like. The Chemistry teacher (new, too) is a doctor and she is SO calm and all though somewhat strict. She really makes someone understand easily… If you know what I mean. She makes it look so easy and with her teaching you get motivated, kind of. I’m so sad on my past Chemistry teacher though (she is still teaching part-time) and we… well my parents happen to know her and her husband and all. Well… KNEW her husband since he died. Yeah… so let’s leave it at that.

That was some general information on a few new teachers so that’s enough. It seemed to go alright, though the homework and work itself is hard (of course it is! What do you expect, Dia?!) x.x So yeah… I barely have time to go on the computer so these days I’m worshipping weekends lmfao. It’s thanks to the weekend that I got to blog now. I have to give in my coursework too next week, let’s hope I get a good mark on it! ;P I have my public examinations in a few months (of next year, though). There may be quite some time left, but it isn’t. It takes a lot of time to study so many subjects. I won’t give up though. I will try my best. As always.

So I think I’ll stop here. I want to ask a few questions, I’m starting to like this! ;)

1. How was your first week of school/university/college or wherever you go to?
2. What are your favourite subjects?
3. Any new teachers?
4. What was the last song you listened to?

Until next time, see ya! xoxo

Today one of my friends started school. I wasn’t sure when she was gonna start but I remembered that she starts before me so yesterday she happened to give me a call. I start on Monday… I’ve been feeling so jumpy though this morning I’m feeling quite alright… I usually hate this feeling. My heart gets too tingly! xD My coursework is finished; I finished it a few days ago. All I have to do is add a few photos I took and then I will print it beforehand so if there’s a problem with the printer I will be able to fix it ASAP and not have any problems on the first days of school! :|

I’m sure some of you may know due to Twitter; yesterday I ordered a pink Nintendo DS for my niece… With my dad’s credit card of course. He randomly started talking about it, and then he’s like “tomorrow I’ll go and buy it for her” and I’m like “Oh my God” as I was sitting on the chair and he was on the sofa. After, I actually blurted out; without thinking it well first; that you can buy it locally online. He’s like “buy it now!” and I’m like FUCK. Me and my FUCKING MOUTH. As I purchased it and all (being a few minutes away from 11 PM) I started to think it through. If I haven’t mentioned the fact that you can buy it online he might have forgotten about it in the morning (yes I was that desperate to think that way) but he could have, anyways!!! xO If only he gave me a little time so I could have told him to buy the DSi so I would give my lime DS to my niece. You might think “what a bitch” but no. For a measly 60 euros? Fuck, that’s NOTHING compared to the capabilities of the DSi (that’s the way I see it compared to the DS Lite). But now that I think about it… There’s nothing to do. I really kinda wished I would have gotten the DSi. I guess my other niece would want one in the future since this one might not last long! XP So I might still get my chance or buy it abroad…

I try to look on the bright side way too much. But it’s the best thing to do, no? D:

Now that the new layout is up I’m really revved up and I’ll start working on content! Possibly new avatars and a few more other graphics and such. So expect them to come soon! I’m sure as you know, I’m very happy at the moment! ;) The layout’s finally up, yes! Haha. No big deal I know but this will be up for a while now due to school and all. The site deserved a new look, too! ;)

Some of you may know I have a domain in progress too, though it expires in January 2010. I want to put articles up on it and such and once it expires I’ll have them put up here. I don’t think I’ll renew the domain. The name’s not very trendy either. But I’m glad I got it so thanks to Garrie for it!

So, this basically is an update blog! Tell me what you think of the new layout, please! I’ve been talking a lot about it and it’s finally up! <3 Enjoy it! Now I can start school with a big, happy grin on my face! A dream come true? Lmao. I don't think so. Or do I? Meh! So yeah! YOUR IDEAS, PLEASE! =) xoxo

Today’s a rainy day. It stops raining and then it starts again. The sky is a light gray, and it makes me sort of sleepy whenever I look at it. I like this type of weather, though just the clouds make me feel a bit down and really sleepy. That’s the only think I particularly hate about Winter. Ugh. My head kind of hurts, too.

This month school is going to start, and I won’t be able to blog and update as much. Neither will i return comments really fast like I do these days… It’s going to be a hard year. :| I hope I do well. I cannot afford not to. Although I guess I might be on Twitter and tweet a few tweets! Those aren’t as hard to do so! ;)

Sorry for the boring and life-wasting blog, but I just felt I sort of had to blog today. Haha, I’m sure there are worse blogs out there, though! I’ve watched switched the TV channel to Disney Channel. I want to watch something Disney!

I haven’t given questions in a while, so I’ll give some today!

1. Have you ever felt so dull and sort of a fish out of the water lately?
2. What is/are your favourite TV channels?
3. Did you ever feel like sometimes you seriously don’t know what to blog about?

On another note; today is my friend’s birthday! She is 15, too! I sent her a card last Friday and she got it yesterday… She sent me an SMS thanking me for it! That kinda made me feel better in a way. Also, tomorrow is my niece’s birthday, too! She will be 4! How sweet. They grow up so fast! (And I’m serious on that one! XD) We bought her a card of SpongeBob SquarePants since she loves the show. And on the 9^th it’s my aunt’s birthday… etc. etc. Yeah. Lots of birthdays and occasions in September. ;)

So yes, I definitely won’t be here since I’ll go out with my family and all and celebrate my niece’s birthay! It will be a fun day, I hope. I just wish that the situation I am in changes so I won’t have to keep thinking about it when school starts or else I’d seriously be in some form of depression by then. I haven’t returned some comments in a while, too. I’m sorry for that! I’ll return them and get back to some updates with the sites thanks to some inspiration from a few of my lovely angels!

The new layout progression is going well thanks to a few people (<3). Recently I've been really running out of blogging ideas, matter of fact I've googled it and I came up with this website: http://www.chrisbrogan.com/100-blog-topics-i-hope-you-write/

There are obviously lots more but I decided to just click on the first one. What he says on the first paragraph is partially true. There is a lot to talk about since a lot is happening in your life everday, but sometimes I don’t feel exactly… “bothered” enough to blog about it. So I’ve just had a quick scan through all of them and I’m going to pick number 34. What I spend my money on. Yes. At first I was going to talk about number 47; When I feel frustrated. Though I think I’d like to say these are my guilty pleasures!

1. I usually buy a lot of games for my Nintendo DS, PS3 because I’m a gaming freak. Yes, I love to play. Think you find it wrong because statistics say boys usually are the ones that play most? I don’t give a fuck. I’m only 15.

2. I love fashion, so I like to spend my money on clothes and accessories too. I was telling my friend/one of my affiliates Ellen the other day (enchanted.fragile-orchid.net) that the day before I bought a Versace bag. She was like ‘you’re nuts’ lol. I don’t know that I’m nuts, Ellen. I haven’t bought some accessory in a while and like I said, I love fashion!

3. I like to also buy a lot of shit for my wonderful 2 nieces. Things can vary from toys to clothes, from the unusual to the usual lol. I just like to buy a lot of stuff for them and not just me, but practically my whole family! <3

4. Books. OMG. How can I forget this?! I LOVE books, so usually I don’t stop buying them. Whenever I go out I HAVE to spend an hour or so in the bookstore spying on every little book that has something that interests me; like yesterday I was mostly looking at an iPod magazine and some gossip/fashion ones and stuff like Sugar and Chi from Italy etc. etc. I still buy books too, though! I just happened to be looking more through magazines mostly the other day haha.

I think those are the most… Yes I can be quite random at times when I buy stuff but I think those are the most major ones that a 15-year old girl has to live with! Thank you fellow Chris Bogan, I had something to blog about!

As for the visitors, what are your guilty pleasures, hmm? ;)

Okay. Now that I got that over with (finally! I’m happy now! xD) I’ll be going through some galleries for new photos and make a new layout! I’ll try and have one by later on this month. If not, any day next September! This time it’s for real haha. I’m pretty excited myself to say the least! xD

Yesterday I had my French lesson and, the course is going well though for next week I need to know some tenses and like how to conjugate the Passe Compose (I find it quite hard) considering you have to know quite a lot of shit before you start with it. So yeah, I also have to do my homework for the next lesson which is tomorrow. And those practicals? I haven’t started on another yet! D: I’m seriously a let down to my own self.

Recently I’ve been seeing a lot of hate tweets on twitter. If you follow me, and Jorja (at Fluoresce) for that matter, I’m sure you know what I mean. Such people are gossiping about other people who tweet. Like for example Vicky from Audio Rush has been getting a lot of hate tweets, because she “says bad stuff about herself”. Let’s pretend she actually did do that. STILL. Why do these people have to interfere with what other people do and tweet? I sometimes feel that it’s useless when you lock your tweets for privacy. This is a serious lack of privacy and sometimes I feel it is discrimination. I hardly believed such things happen on Twitter, but then again it’s not hard for something like this to occur either. Whoever you are out there; leave us alone. We don’t want you. As Lily Allen says from her song “Fuck You”—Fuck you! Fuck you very, very much! Cuz we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don’t stay in touch! Got the picture? Good.

I’ve been really getting down and all because of the amount of work that I have to do which is keeping me from updating the site. I don’t know for how long I’ve been saying this but it’s really getting on me now. I mean, whenever I finish something I still know that I have a lot to do which makes me kinda hurt so badly. I need to make a new layout and get it done before I start school. I just hope that time is somewhere near.

It’s another Sunday, too. Dad just came and I don’t know if I want to go out with my parents or not. Gah. Well, at least I feel that I’m updating with a blog here. It’s really hot and I’m seriously hating this heat. I wish Winter would come back soon. I miss it.

Also, as i think, some of you or most of you know, I have a won a domain from the NameCheap trivia contest! I was so happy for it and of course I still am. That doesn’t mean I’m switching, though. I’m keeping this site as my main one. If you don’t mind, Georgie. ;) I might open that other domain as a portfolio or something. Not entirely sure about that. So something good happened to me, amongst others haha. I finally got a domain, yes… I still sometimes can’t believe it lol.

Wow, this blog seemed to be kind of a rant on my life, right? I’m sorry if I officially bored you to tears but I think it’s an alright blog hehe.

I’ve been meaning to adding content, since I have an avatar ready and two textures at that, but I’m also switching my site to SSI, just not sure when. I’m really trying to understand 100% the tutorials I have about them (Georgina’s and Jorja’s) and then I’ll switch, I need to start soon though lmfao. So then I can get started on that dreaded new layout! I have four Chemistry practicals left to do too. I did one two days ago. Tomorrow I’m also going downtown to do some research on my Environmental Studies project for my examination of the subject and then we’ll go watch a movie, visit the mall, etc. etc. (”We” as in me and my besties) :). I haven’t even picked up a title yet though for my project… So yeah. I’ll get that to be done sometime later today. It’s still quite early, round about 8 AM in 2 minutes. Gotta leave for the beach in an hour!

I would like you to answer a few questions, please:
1. How is your Summer going? Better or worse?
2. Is it hot there?
3. Do you feel that you’re making the most out of this year’s Summer?

These past days have been really good. Even site-wise; the comments are increasing and so are the hits. And I’ve gotten around to a few changes also. I’m also working on textures as a new part for the resources. I watched two movies with my friends; Night At The Museum 2 and Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. Yesterday; a lovely day at the beach with my family… Spending so much quality time with my nieces, eating, reading a book, listening to my iPod, sharing a laugh together… All with a twist at the end of yesterday’s day. As we were in the car waiting for the lights to turn green amongst the traffic; my sister saw a van from her mirror coming straight towards us… BOOM. I was nearly sleeping and I was crazily frightened by the sound and the way the car moved. My sister, my mother and myself stared at each other for like half a second and my sister went out, yelling at the driver and as she saw what happened to the back of her car…. She fainted. I went out and gosh it was such a scene. My sister cried and she was like really shivering and all… Then the police came, asked a few questions etc. etc… It’s a long story but this is basically it. A turn of events to the worst had occurred after such a beautiful day. This is where I’ll stop telling because my main aim of today’s blog is to say that always be careful; every second. I learnt this lesson as to no matter what happened or how your day went; or even is going; always keep an eye out for the unexpected.

But that’s that eh? At least we are all okay now and we are very grateful that no one got hurt, because most of all that is the most important thing. A car may come and go, but we might get hurt and the consequences can be fatal. Things happen, it’s life. Always think that it could’ve happened worse (which for the sake of it, the scene might’ve turned worse since another car was involved). I mean, things could be even worse for us, right? So thank God that we aren’t starving to death and living in a place where an air condition doesn’t exist; neither a fan, or a PlayStation. Always think straight, and never back down on things. At the end, you’ll get to feel better. ;)

So, how is everyone? Tomorrow there’s an order that is supposed to arrive here. I bought a book online. Anyways, two days ago my reports came in. The school reports, yes. I did fairly well in a few subjects, though horribly in a few. I thought I wasn’t going to be promoted to the last year of school. I had such a fright. I’m promoted now… I can rest. Last year of school, baby! The big’s still to come though, haha.

These Swine Flu cases are driving me nuts. On the newspapers, on TV… it’s everywhere. And it’s increasing everywhere, at that. Though it is getting better bit by bit since a lot of people are healing. Here in my place, a lot are being healed, which is good of course.

Okay for site updates, I’m going to add the remaining affiliates, and hopefully get done with some pages I haven’t added yet. I know it’s taking so long and I apologise deeply for that. I don’t have photoshop anymore, so the adding of content will take a while. I’m trying to find a link online to download it and get the crack. Can anybody help me? Thanks again.

By the way, the live-in went very well. I didn’t know I was gonna have so much fun haha. The Isle of MTV was fabulous. I took like a picture a two from it, I’ll try and upload it sometime. And as for the sea, it’s so lovely. When you go in, it’s really relaxing. Even though I don’t like Summer, sometimes I want to just jump in the sea because of the sun. There’s too much heat around here. I miss Winter deeply.

Here are a few questions I’d like you to answer:
1. Which season do you like most?
2. What are your favourite TV shows?
3. Have you ever lost your graphic-making programs more than once? Or never?

Tomorrow, I’m going on a live-in with a few of my school friends… A three-day camp. (Till Friday). Organised by one of the teachers who is the live-in co-ordinator/leader or whatever you wanna call him. Tomorrow there’s also the Isle of MTV here. The Black Eyed Peas, Lady Gaga, Metro Station and Esmee Denters are gonna be here. And we’re gonna go see them with my friends. It’s part of the live-in. And there’s gonna be games in the camp and swimming activities and such… So that is why I’m posting to just recap on things that have been happening and all. And apparently the fucking swine flu came about here, too. God. Just to make life more interesting… Forget it.

So life is full of ups and downs, indeed. This is what I wanna focus on, kinda. I just want to know what the purpose of life really is, if we start to wonder. What’s gonna happen to us? Sooner or later, something’s gonna happen. Even now, in the lives we are living in. Good and bad… It’s just a rollercoaster of utter mystery.

Saw the news on TV? Michael Jackson died. A few seconds after I woke up (at 9:14 AM xD) mum told me that he died and I’m like what? Also? Along with ex-Charlie’s Angel, Farrah Fawcett. We’re all headed to that one place soon. May they both rest in peace. The news of Michael Jackson is simply on every channel… Not surprised.

Okay today the game I ordered online is supposed to arrive today. :] I think I didn’t mention it but I bought my PS3 last Saturday (20^th). I was going to a swimming centre today with my friends but I’m not since I’m going out with mum tonight. I was supposed to start doing some more site updates next week but I think that has to be postponed… I still have a few affiliates to add and pages to work on. I guess I’ll pray that I will settle so I can atleast start working on the site. I feel like I’m dumping the site… >_<" I will also return the comments soon! x

Tomorrow I have English Language and Environmental Studies. Ughh I’m so thrilled to just finish these exams. And then it’s SUMMER VACATION! xD Which also means more time on the site. I think it’s time to change the layout also now. During the Summer I might go ahead for some new styles.

It’s getting really late. At the moment it’s 22:48PM. And I really gotta get in bed. Even though I’m on it since I’m on my Vista laptop! xD Okay peeps, that’s all I think. Talk to you all later! Oh, and wish me luck! xD

Today I had my Maltese Literature exam. It was twenty marks. I hope I did well. I noticed that some people really don’t give a shit about things. The person next to me just wrote an exact paragraph and he never really payed any close attention to the lessons or took interest in the subject. Like, six lines maybe? Somewhere around those parts. And compared to mine. Whoa. I wrote an exact page. Back and front. It was pretty ok I guess. To cut the story short, the title was “Respect for the family” and as soon as I finished and was heading to Biology, my friend asked me what two poems I wrote about, and he told me that one of them was the lack of respect. And I was like OMG. Does that effect what I wrote? I mean, one of them was the lack of respect (thank God the other was normal. With respect). But for the other…I really didn’t notice that! My friend had to come and tell me! I hope I’m not screwed. But just for the record I felt pretty sick at that moment. Jeez. I hope to atleast get a good mark. What a waste of ink also! And got so tired writing! It was two lessons so I also wasted Chemistry.

Yesterday I had a Physics test. About last’s year’s topics. I just hate Physics. I really do. I’m not giving a shit about it anymore. It’s useless. I don’t quite understand it well and I’ve tried many times not to call it that I’ve never atleast tried it. Yesterday I also had my English Literature exam The unseen poetry. I got an 8/10, yeah! Eight marks in! I came first along with this classmate (who’s quite hot). Lol. Anyways! Let’s not get in that subject; usually I come first! XP Silly mistakes not to get a nine! Oh well. Same old me. Now on Thursday, I have my French listening exam along with my English listening comprehension. I’m dying to get these pre-exams over and done with! >.<" Wish me luck, guys! I think that's it for now. Let's call it a blog! ;) Love you all and do take care! =D

Today I’m leaving home and won’t be coming till tomorrow evening (after midnight) cuz my niece is going to dance therefore I’m sleeping over at my sister’s. I’ll be seriously tired when school starts. x.x From Monday though, as some of you may know we start the Summer routine. School finishes at 1PM. Atleast then I can come home and rest…

I don’t think there’s anything left to blog about. My mind’s kinda blank right now lol. This morning I had to do my homework because of the dance. I was going to do my homework kinda yesterday but I didn’t feel like so I decided to do it today. I did Maths and French. I also finished a teensy bit of Chemistry but there’s still 2 more excercises left cuz I finished a practical and I have another one. So yeah, that’s all for now. See you all soon! And just to say once more, Happy belated birthday Georgie! Felt like saying that, woo! xP

Later on today as I came home from school, I ordered Pokemon Platinum Version off from the internet haha. Yes I’m still into that anime and I love the games! I simply love it! Ever since I was a little kid. Ever since I first saw it, actually lol. x.x Call me a freak! I don’t care! I love it!! Ok next thing (XD) Homework just doesn’t end! I’m having to finish at 9PM these days with homework and I don’t feel like studying at all after that time! I like to study when it’s still 7 or 8, but NOT 9! I just don’t feel comfortable. I don’t like it. I thought I would update with a new layout, but that didn’t happen. HOPEFULLY next month. I’ve got FTP deleted again since I’ve given the tower to my computer repair man. I hate it when I do things several times. It’s as if I don’t have anything to do and these things just pass my time on. And yet, I feel like I’m deflated. I was going to do my French homework today but instead I did a Physics worksheet I did which was due for tomorrow (forgot but then remembered) and I finished a Chemistry practical after that. So I left French for another time. It’s also for first June so there’s still a few more days left. I need to study but these teachers just don’t seem to stop giving homework. How do they expect us to do the work WHILST also studying fuckloads and putting knowledge into our brains? So much to do, and so little time, at that.

On another page; tomorrow my cousin’s getting married! (: So yeah that might colour up things a little bit. So I’m finishing all my homework today if possible. I’ve already done a whole lot this morning and I turned my computer a quarter of an hour ago since I have a little left…So yeah I decided to have a little break.

I’ve finally managed to log in to FTP just now. Thanks to my lovely host, ofcourse. (: Content’s uploaded also, finally! There is one avatar and one banner. Both Twilight-related (tell me what you think!) and there may be a chance of a new layout. =D I’ll also add my new affiliates (finally!) (; So I guess everything’s back to normal? xD

I guess I’ll stop here for today. I think that’s all I’ll blog about. Oh and Happy Mother’s Day even if you aren’t actually a mother! xD Today I’ve given my mum two little “Nyokkis”, they are egg plants from Japan; I bought them from school. They are so sweet. I also bought her a trendy handbag she liked that she’s gonna wear on tomorrow’s outfit (which matches ofcourse). So yeah, have a nice weekend! x